How Disappointing-Wife Says No Right at the End ANY SUGGESTOINS?

OK, so most guys know that they will do just about anything sexually, right up until they cum. I'm no different. I ALWAYS want to eat my creampies, until my orgasm begins and the desire is gone. I REALLY have to push myself to go down on my wife's pussy full of my cum. Twice, in our whole marriage did she ever tell me to eat. When she does that, it's easy for me. Last night, she wanted to fuck. Kind of odd for a Thursday night, she is more a once a weeker, and always on the weekends. So I thought, that she might be game for more. She was. She started playing with me, teasing, then started to suck my cock. Every time she would come up for air, it would be something else she would say, all along the lines of, OMG, you cock tastes so good, I really love to suck you while I have this big cock fucking my pussy (well, THAT's a clue, if she is REALLY hot, she always says "cunt"). So, anyway, he (her fantasy guy) cums in her (fantasy remember) and she stops sucking me and rolls over on her back. I slide my cock in between her pussy lips (she loves that more than fucking, OK, it IS better than fucking as my little dick is only 4 1/4" so it works OK in her pussy, but really well between her pussy lips. After several strokes I stop and slide down so I am where I belong with my mouth sucking her pussy. She says, "Oh Yes, taste his cum, lick me clean." Oh MY God, I am going to get a cream pie, GREAT. After a few minutes of that and 3 orgasms on her part I slide back up and work my cock between her pussy lips again. She really likes the feeling, especially when I shoot my cum on her clit. I tell her that I am getting ready, almost there, gonna cum on her clit. She is boiling, right with me, I shoot a HUGE load on her, rest for just a moment. I find that if I wait a few seconds after I cum and before thinking about eating a creampie, I am ready for it again (Try it, it works. For me 30 to 45 seconds and I am ready to eat). She says, "get me a Kleenex please." I don't say a word, but start to slide down again. She has a hand on each side of her pussy, pulling it up and apart, really ready for me, and holding the cum so it doesn't run down on to the bed. I get me face there, and inhale. The smell of my cum and her pussy is overwhelming. Then it happens,she says, "No, just get a Kleenex." I ignore her and stick my tongue in the puddle of cum, again, she says, "NO, just get a Kleenex, don't do that." Danm, so close, in mind and body, yet so far away. ANY SUGGESTIONS?

WOW, Do I REALLY want to be a Cuckold?

I have had a cuckold fantasy for YEARS. I want the works, wife free to fuck anyone she wants, with me or alone, if I am there I am their servant, fully ready to do anything and everything they ask or think about asking-suck him hard, lick them both while they fuck, clean them both after, service him is she is too tired or out of town. You know, the real pervert stuff (makes my little dick hard just to type it). I am so interested in this happening that I actually paid $47 for an ebook yesterday, Cuckold Coach. It's actually a pretty good book, but I think that it has changed my mind. The point of the book is to teach you methods to encourage your woman to think less of you while still depending on you and loving you as a provider, so she will WANT to fuck other men, yet still be emotionally attached to you.

This is where I have the second thoughts. I am glad that I bought the book. I had a little erection reading and thinking about it for the last 24 hours, but it made me look at the idea a second time.

Right now my wife and I have a cuckold role play. We start to make love and she mentions the (fantasy) man in the room who ultimately starts to have sex with us, well mostly her, but she lets me be involved. I find this incredibly exciting. Shen she starts talking about it, I have a hard time not cumming. It excites her enough that at times I get to eat her cream pie, as if it were his.

I would love that to happen, I would encourage that to happen, but from the book, I would treat her differently enough (you get good instructions) and act submissively enough that she just says, "of course" when you confess your desire to be cucked.

Coming to reality, I would love to do a MFm 3-some. I would love even more for her to call me when she is out of town on business to tell me that her lover has just left her hotel room had his sperm is dripping from her pussy and she wishes that I were there to lick her clean (God, even if it didn't happen and she just told me that it did, I would probably cum in my pants). But, I think that the book has shown me that I reallly don't want to be a full time cuck. I love the idea of being locked in a CB-6000s and let out to have sex with her on weekends as we normally make love. I think that it has made it clear that I don't want to be a full time cuck, I'm sorry to say.

Have any thoughts about your desire to be cucked? About my flagging desire? Write a comment, I will tell you more about the book and its theories. See if its for you, or, like me, it brings you to reality.