Monday, August 23, 2010

Am I a cum eater?

Of course I read a lot of erotica, particularly at . I love the Loving Wives section. Of course the place where most, if not all of the creampie stories reside. I read on several months ago that made chills run up my spine. The Loving Wife, the one who had gave in to her husband and let him eat her creampie, started to call him "cum eater." I was horrified. If I kept pushing my wife, however gently, when I finally got her to really give in and really know that I wanted her creampie, was she going to call me "cum eater?" Was she going to think less of me?

Well, today, I was back at Literotica and was reading one of my favorite authors, Jlltec, the story "Reality Check." She doesn't call him cumeater, BUT, she asks him what he wants and he, like me, knows that it's easy to want to eat your cum right up until you cum, then its impossible. Well to get around that, she asks him what he wants, he says, "I want to cum and want you to make me eat my cum." OMG, he said it out loud, when it can do some good. She buys in completely, they fuck and she feeds him her creampie. WOW perfect, then, she says, "Did you likeit, the taste of your do realize that you will be eating a lot of cum from now on."

Bingo, she didn't call him a cum eater, she MADE him a cum eater. I was afraid of what I most want. I don't care if she calls me a cum eater for crissakes, I WANT HER TO MAKE ME A CUM EATER, call me a cum eater, tell her girlfriends that I am a cum eater, maybe even take a lover and tell him, make me eat HIS cum, OK well, maybe not that, I'll just be happy with eating my own. Every time I am going to cum, I always think that I want, no NEED to lick it up. I even go as far, now and then, to tell her that after we fuck I am going to make her cum with my tongue. I am saying the wrong thing. I need to tell her that I want her to make me lick her. YES, get her to think of me as the man that i going to lick her pussy clean every time, her cum eater, EVERY TIME.

Friday, June 11, 2010

How Little is my Dick

I used to think that it was 6 inches long. I proudly measured it from where I felt it start underneath. What a dope, of course, you can only count insertable, so you have to measure from the top, RATS, just lost 1 1/4 inches of self-esteem (ok, if I am really honest 1 1/2 without stretching). The good news, what is the real size of the average white American man's cock. Turns out that Kinsey in his famous sex study let men measure them selves and report. They were the ones who said 6 inches, turns out, its closer to 4.9 to 5.1 inches.

Here's a vid to help.

Now the real question, other than in the locker room, does size matter?

She raises an interesting issue, how deep or loose is her pussy? If cocks and pussies match, its a good thing. I was fucking my wife with a dildo I bought because I wanted her to feel a bigger cock, the one I bought was a great, soft skinned 8" cock. It bottomed out in her in about 4 inches, hmmm, just my depth. Yes, I know that pussies stretch and if you stretch her it is a different feeling, but depth, listen to the above video.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Never Give Up the Fight

I guess if I have learned one thing from children and puppies is that they get what they want, primarily because they don't know to stop asking. I need to be persistant.

Yes my wife is a bitch, I just need the "and I am going to lock your little dickie up in a CB6000s or a Birdlocked PICO and fuck other men while you watch," part of the bitch. OK, so I know that those things won't happen over night, so I am going to be persistant on my what I did on vacation, get her to cuck me with me. Pretend that I am someone else and fuck that someone else while the real me is at home, if you get the drift. If I can get her to do that once a month or so, then call me from the road on business and tell me that she has just been left, worn out by the biggest cock that she has ever seen, ooooo won't that be fun. I won't know for sure if it happened or it's just fantasy. If I can get here there, maybe by NEw YEars Eve she will be spreading her legs for a man with a real cock while I watch and sip champagne, jacking off and waiting to lick his cum from her creampie.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Dreams Down the Drain

I can't believe it, I gave my wife EVERY opportunity to cuck me, the surprise is she would have cucked me, with me. We are on a trip to sunny Miami. Last night we were in our hotel in a rooftop bar, sitting alone in a secluded corner under the stars, drinking champagne. I leaned over to her and said, "Does your husband know that you are here in Miami, drinking this fine wine with me?" She said, "I would never do that to you." I took it a step back and said, "Yes, but it would be fun if you called me when you were away on business and told me that you did." "No, never, I would never do that," she said.

Damn, damn, damn. Not only will she not cuck me, but she won't even pretend. Well at least she pretends to have MFM 3-somes with me, but Damn, damn, damn. I REALLY WANT her to fuck another man, away on a business trip, in a hotel room in our city, or in our bed. I want to know she did it. I would like to hear that she did it. I would like to lick her pussy clean of his cum after she did it, but Damn, damn, damn.

Friday, May 7, 2010


Literotica is one of my favorite sites. Reading the stories there has been the cause of my cock being in my hand more than any other, constantly reading and edging. I never want to cum, I am just filling my balls with a bigger load for a bigger creampie to eat (as I typed that my precumflowed out of my cock, I immediately licked my palm amd fingers clean).

Here's a fun cuckold story from yesterday.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Starting to Like Jinxypie

Cuckolding? Some Serious Thought

WOW, Do I REALLY want to be a Cuckold?

I have had a cuckold fantasy for YEARS. I want the works, wife free to fuck anyone she wants, with me or alone, if I am there I am their servant, fully ready to do anything and everything they ask or think about asking-suck him hard, lick them both while they fuck, clean them both after, service him is she is too tired or out of town. You know, the real pervert stuff (makes my little dick hard just to type it). I am so interested in this happening that I actually paid $47 for an ebook yesterday, Cuckold Coach. It's actually a pretty good book, but I think that it has changed my mind. The point of the book is to teach you methods to encourage your woman to think less of you while still depending on you and loving you as a provider, so she will WANT to fuck other men, yet still be emotionally attached to you.

This is where I have the second thoughts. I am glad that I bought the book. I had a little erection reading and thinking about it for the last 24 hours, but it made me look at the idea a second time.

Right now my wife and I have a cuckold role play. We start to make love and she mentions the (fantasy) man in the room who ultimately starts to have sex with us, well mostly her, but she lets me be involved. I find this incredibly exciting. Shen she starts talking about it, I have a hard time not cumming. It excites her enough that at times I get to eat her cream pie, as if it were his.

I would love that to happen, I would encourage that to happen, but from the book, I would treat her differently enough (you get good instructions) and act submissively enough that she just says, "of course" when you confess your desire to be cucked.

Coming to reality, I would love to do a MFm 3-some. I would love even more for her to call me when she is out of town on business to tell me that her lover has just left her hotel room had his sperm is dripping from her pussy and she wishes that I were there to lick her clean (God, even if it didn't happen and she just told me that it did, I would probably cum in my pants). But, I think that the book has shown me that I reallly don't want to be a full time cuck. I love the idea of being locked in a CB-6000s and let out to have sex with her on weekends as we normally make love. I think that it has made it clear that I don't want to be a full time cuck, I'm sorry to say.

Have any thoughts about your desire to be cucked? About my flagging desire? Write a comment, I will tell you more about the book and its theories. See if its for you, or, like me, it brings you to reality.

Monday, April 26, 2010

Do you Suck Cock? Do you Eat Your Own Cum?

Wife just left on a short business trip and I haven't sucked a guy in a few weeks. I generally blow only one guy anymore. He's the only one that has a place and its easy enough to work out, but damn, he's not available tonight, I ALMOST BEGGED to suck his cock. Oh well, instead I am sitting at my desk in my office, jacking off. Guess I will just have to eat my own cum.

It's not so bad, I do it about once a week. Youreally should try it. I know most of the guys here say the same thing, Yes, I agree its a hot idea, until I cum then it's over and I am not eating it. Work on it. Start by freezing some. I found that if you cum into an old 35mm film container it hides pretty easily in the freezer, that or a baggie. When you are ready to jack off, take it out and start, you will be ready to swallow your cum asap. as you get closer, put the cum, it will probably still be frozen-at least it is with me, I am ready to cum in about a minute when I know that the cum is going into my mouth. Let the cumcicle melt in your mouth as your cum, and shoot your fresh cum back into the container to refreeze. After you do this a few times, it becomes more natural. For me, it was about 3 weeks before I was ready to eat it warm, right out of the hose.

Sunday, April 25, 2010

I was just really nasty to my wife, Will She Spank me?

Our granddaughter was just over. She came to do some computer work for us, well for my wife. I took the time to set up exactly what I thought she would want in a particular spread sheet. When our granddaughter arrived, and I was going through it with her, my wife was listening and said, No, we don't need that, no not like that. Well the truth is that she really hadn't thought it through and she is totally computer inept (she'll say that).

So I asked her a couple of questions and she answewred in her computer unsavvy way and I said, OK then I guess that you don't need a spread sheet at all, all you need is a list and it can be written in Word, so I deleted the SS I prepared. She was a snot, and I inturn told her that she was wrong and immediately recreated the SS and had it done the way that I wanted it and the way that she will ultimately be happy that we did it.

Later she asked me to do some work, things that I have been telling her can be done the way she wants them (she is also construction inept, she imagines and thinks that it can be done, she will then do something that will make it necessary that we do what ever she wants, even though she imagines a 2 minute job which in reality takes several hours). She said, I want you to do "this" today, a job that will require the work being done, then an entire wall be painted with paint that we don't have and will have to match. So I gave her some lip. She called me on it, telling me that I had been bad. I felt a little bad, but these things get to me, I don't mind someone being adamant about something if they have a clue or will at least listen before making an unreasonable decision, but she isn't like that.

After we had that run in, I help my granddaughter with her project and ate lunch, after I had done the majority of the first stage work that she asked me to do, just one thing that I didn't do that would require me to move a sink to hand a hook in a completely unaccessable place. She came to me and said, "Have you done anything since (our granddaughter) came over?" Well, yes, 90% of the work that she asked me to do. All the time she had been sitting doing a crossword. Again, I gave her lip, "well, a lot more than YOU have been doing."

She then had to leave to take our granddaughter home and to watch a grandson play soccer. As soon as she left I came her and started looking at spanking blogs, I need to tell her that I was out of line and needed to be punished. I know that she will never do it, not really in her. As an example, this morning we made lovel. She said we have a 1/2 hour before granddaughter came over, what do you want to do. I said, Kiss you, stroke you, lick your pussy, make you cum. She gotmad and said, I HATE that when it is one sided. God, I have a long way to go to get her to be my Mistress (probably easier to hire a professional

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Typing With One Hand

Wife just went out to see the grandchildren (she's a really young gramma). I hope that she lied to me and is out getting fucked. I would love for her to come home with a pussy full of another guy's cum, all stretched out from a REAL man's cock fucking her.

I can only dream...and jack off thinking about it.

I have been reading several other blogs recently, many of which seem to look to Around Her Finger as the Holy Grail of becoming a sub to your wife. Any opinions?

Wife Has Been on the Rampage Since Last Night...

...and I have no clue why (oops, I wrote this on Friday but didn't go back to proof it and then forgot post it). Sometimes she is just like that. Nothing I do can satisfy her. Of course being ego-centric, I always assume that it has something to do with what I have done or not done. The reality is, probably not.

Probably with her high pressure job, with our 10-year old grandson that was mauled by a Pit Bull this week (yes I am a dog lover, but come on people. These pit bulls are loving animals, so their owners say, unless and until they are not. If you have kids, and this family does, grandson was over playing at dog owners' home with their son, a school mate, in their home.

His face is ripped open and he was just readmitted to the hospital with an infected arm.

I guess I might not be COMPLETELY at fault, but I DO take the brunt on the fall out. Oh, I forgot, that's my job, if I want to be her subbie. I guess I say, if you are going to give me that shit to deal with, make it official, be my Domme and punish me, just because you want to. THAT would work for me.

Friday, April 23, 2010

Do Women Just Like to Cum Fast?

I know that many guys have a hard time making their women cum. It's never been a problem for me, I guess that I am just lucky finding all the sweet spots. I think men are different. It seems to me that women have a hard time cumming, but can come more so they like to cum as fast as they can. The problem is that they then extropolate those feelings to men. Men are different (duh), men can cum very fast, but generally only once in a short period of time.

Therein lies the rub (so to speak). At least for me, the trip to the orgasm is MUCH more pleasurable than the orgasm itself, in fact you can probably say that cumming for a guy is anti-climactic (pun intended). The feeling of getting to an orgasm for a guy (OK me) is euphoric. Not only the feeling of the other person (or yourself) touching you, but the hormones that you secrete into your bloodstream really is addictive. The male orgasm, while it may be an achievement (wow, I came in her mouth or pussy, or I shot all over her face or tits--woo hoo, yes and now its over, go lick it up you dumb-fuck), what is the next thing that men want to do...GO TO SLEEP. Hmmm, nothing euphoric about that.

My point ladies, is that if you want to make your guy feel great, take your time. Edge him, bring him close then let him cool down, or just do it slow and steady. I have a lover that is just great at making me feel good, bringing me to the edge. Some times I have sex every day but don't come for a week. You guessed it, its me. I can make the hormones in my body feel much better than my wife ever has. Yes, I love her lips, breasts, pussy, feet, hands on my cock and balls, but she wants to treat me like a woman, race to the end and then, to make matters worse, OK, let's get up, there's chores to do.

Never Thought That I'd Like to Have my Balls Smacked

Every guy, from the time he was a little boy, knows what it is like to hurt your balls. You are playing a game and get kicked or you fall off your bike seat onto the bar. No matter what you know, those little balls are to be protected or you will suffer great agony and maybe even puke.

That it until you start to realize that just enough tesitcle pain is VERY erotic. Then I saw some hot vids on ball busting (OK, maybe you can take a good thing too far). I possted some under links for your review and approval.

Ladies, if you don't already, please consider being rough on your man's balls. You have to see how far he wants you to go, because there is a fine line between agony and ecstacy, expecially in the beginning, but he will thank you for it. My wife is very shy about hurting my balls. I have asked her to squeeze them, even a little tighter when she is jacking me off. She actually said NO. I have put my hand over hers when she is fondling my balls and tried to squeeze her hand tighter, but to no avail.

My recommendation is if you are jacking him off or blowing him, cup his balls and start to squeeze, just a little, then a little more. Listen for his moans, agony or ecstacy? If he likes it, keep going. If he says, "OWWW, what the fuck are you doing?" go back to sucking him and he will have forgotten the pain in under 5 seconds. If he responds well, keep pushing, well pullng and squeezing. If he will ever let you tie him up, now those little balls are fair game, go as far as it is apparent that he likes, then go a little further, remember, if you go to far, it will all be remedied with a little sucking.

I have a great female friend on line. We chat a lot, mostly sexual things, trade hot vids, etc., but now and then she will get on my case about a little domination. I have shipped my ass with a belt for her. That's pretty hard to do well around your back, but if you are creative, you learn that you can smack your ass with the belt between your legs, MMMMM. Of course now and then you are a little off wit your aim and OOWWWW, you hit your balls, but then you think, WAIT, that was really MMMMMMMM. After that I tried a wooden spoon, quickly smacking my balls. As the pain grew in my balls, so did ly little erection.

For even more fun I jacked off using hot sauce on my cock and balls. A little creativity including hot sauce and olive oil makes a GREAT jo lube, but that's a story for another post, so is jacking off using Icy Hot. That's fun, but Be Careful.

Thanks Sqweakygurl

Thank you for pointing out that the average penis IS much shorter than everyone believes (thank you Kinsey for nothing-watch the video above to see where 6" average came from). I found another Youtube vid that lends additional help

She seems to know what she is talking about (especially to us guys with little dicks). Although I do remember the first time I saw the cock of my best friend from high school. OMG, it hung down past his balls, a real porn star cock. That was the first time i felt inferior. Years later, I did have a 3-some with him and my then fiance. WAIT, shortly after that she broke off our engagement. Hmmm, I wonder if it was because she finally felt what it was like to get fucked by a REAL cock?

Thursday, April 22, 2010

CB 6000...Is my Dick small enough that I should have an "s" or How do you Measure your Cock

As you see from my photo, i have a pretty little dick. Measured properly, its only 4 3/4" erect. I always thought that i was pretty normal, having a 6" cock, you know, my cock is one of those that is a grower rather than a shower, but then i started to think about it and the way i measured just didn't make sense. i was measuring from the bottom, the root of my cock (well, dickie). It started to make sense to me that you really have to measure insertable.

To figure it out, i went to the authority, YouTube.

i was horrified, 4.75 measily fucking inches. All of a sudden it feels more like a clit that a cock.

Yes, my dick is the classic "you only need a CB 6000S". i wish that my Wife would agree to locking my little dick up, at least the bulge created in my pants would like more like i really to have a real cock.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Still a Wannabe

I am so confused. About my feelings, about my wife's. She runs so hot and cold. Sometimes when we make love she starts with the fantasy of a second man joining us. First watching, then undressing, then fucking her. Fucking her sometimes right through my legs as I am already on top of her, fucking her with my little boy prick.

If I ever start the fantasy or try to embellish on it, she usually gets quite and the fantasy is over. We have been married for almost 25 years. During that time I believe that she has never had sex with anyone but me. I feel sorry for her. I understand that "size doesn't matter" but that is usually said by a woman who doesn't want to hurt their little dicked man's self esteem. Yes, I am an attentive lover: my fingers, my tongue, my tenacity. I was the first person to ever bring her to a second orgasm in a
row, let alone 3, 4 or 5. He only time sh ever coma on my cock is when I am holding it in
my hand and using it to stroke her clit, then cum on it, and, if I am really motivated, back with my tongue on her cummy clit. But I believe that if you are a woman, at some point, don't you say to yourself, "hey, don't I remember that a big cock pumping my pussy feels good?"

So I went to the local adult bookstore and bought a very nice dildo. An 8" cyberskin dildo with balls. I had him at the ready every time that we made love. It took 5 weeks. She brought a fantasy man into the room, I brought my friend "Dick" out to join us. She first asked where I bought him, then said that I must be desperate. She loves to have her breasts fucked ( yes, breasts, she doesn't like the word tits, so I never use it). Well I put some KY on my wife's cleavage and dick fucked her breasts (actually I think he would say tits--he's man enough to call them tits). She went back to blowing me (another favorite passtime of hers) while Dick fucked her tits. I brought him to her hand. She started to jack him off, vigorously. Then brought him to my cock, sucking me while rubbing Dick on my cock. Ultimately, he ended up rubbing his cockhead between her pussy lips and over her clit before trying to penetrate her. It was difficult enter her, so she helped him, sliding him deeply into her, deeper than I have been. After about a minute of fucking, she said that she would rather have me fucking her. Another 15 seconds and she said, can I please have you in me instead? So Dick left and I slid my cock between her pussy lips for 1/2 a minute or so and exploded in ogasm, spraying cum everywhere. Given her "desperate" comment, even though she was laying with her legs spread, my cum covering her pussy and she was making no effort to get up
to clean up, I decided against eating her creampie. Dick went away and we haven't spoken of him since.

What is going on in her head? Should I bring Dick out for more play time? I really want to be her complete submissive cuck, kept in chastity. I am just not brave enough to take the next step with those words, "you must be desperate" still ringing in my ears.