How Disappointing-Wife Says No Right at the End ANY SUGGESTOINS?

OK, so most guys know that they will do just about anything sexually, right up until they cum. I'm no different. I ALWAYS want to eat my creampies, until my orgasm begins and the desire is gone. I REALLY have to push myself to go down on my wife's pussy full of my cum. Twice, in our whole marriage did she ever tell me to eat. When she does that, it's easy for me. Last night, she wanted to fuck. Kind of odd for a Thursday night, she is more a once a weeker, and always on the weekends. So I thought, that she might be game for more. She was. She started playing with me, teasing, then started to suck my cock. Every time she would come up for air, it would be something else she would say, all along the lines of, OMG, you cock tastes so good, I really love to suck you while I have this big cock fucking my pussy (well, THAT's a clue, if she is REALLY hot, she always says "cunt"). So, anyway, he (her fantasy guy) cums in her (fantasy remember) and she stops sucking me and rolls over on her back. I slide my cock in between her pussy lips (she loves that more than fucking, OK, it IS better than fucking as my little dick is only 4 1/4" so it works OK in her pussy, but really well between her pussy lips. After several strokes I stop and slide down so I am where I belong with my mouth sucking her pussy. She says, "Oh Yes, taste his cum, lick me clean." Oh MY God, I am going to get a cream pie, GREAT. After a few minutes of that and 3 orgasms on her part I slide back up and work my cock between her pussy lips again. She really likes the feeling, especially when I shoot my cum on her clit. I tell her that I am getting ready, almost there, gonna cum on her clit. She is boiling, right with me, I shoot a HUGE load on her, rest for just a moment. I find that if I wait a few seconds after I cum and before thinking about eating a creampie, I am ready for it again (Try it, it works. For me 30 to 45 seconds and I am ready to eat). She says, "get me a Kleenex please." I don't say a word, but start to slide down again. She has a hand on each side of her pussy, pulling it up and apart, really ready for me, and holding the cum so it doesn't run down on to the bed. I get me face there, and inhale. The smell of my cum and her pussy is overwhelming. Then it happens,she says, "No, just get a Kleenex." I ignore her and stick my tongue in the puddle of cum, again, she says, "NO, just get a Kleenex, don't do that." Danm, so close, in mind and body, yet so far away. ANY SUGGESTIONS?

Am I a cum eater?

Of course I read a lot of erotica, particularly at www.Literotica.com . I love the Loving Wives section. Of course the place where most, if not all of the creampie stories reside. I read on several months ago that made chills run up my spine. The Loving Wife, the one who had gave in to her husband and let him eat her creampie, started to call him "cum eater." I was horrified. If I kept pushing my wife, however gently, when I finally got her to really give in and really know that I wanted her creampie, was she going to call me "cum eater?" Was she going to think less of me?

Well, today, I was back at Literotica and was reading one of my favorite authors, Jlltec, the story "Reality Check." She doesn't call him cumeater, BUT, she asks him what he wants and he, like me, knows that it's easy to want to eat your cum right up until you cum, then its impossible. Well to get around that, she asks him what he wants, he says, "I want to cum and want you to make me eat my cum." OMG, he said it out loud, when it can do some good. She buys in completely, they fuck and she feeds him her creampie. WOW perfect, then, she says, "Did you likeit, the taste of your cum...you do realize that you will be eating a lot of cum from now on."

Bingo, she didn't call him a cum eater, she MADE him a cum eater. I was afraid of what I most want. I don't care if she calls me a cum eater for crissakes, I WANT HER TO MAKE ME A CUM EATER, call me a cum eater, tell her girlfriends that I am a cum eater, maybe even take a lover and tell him, make me eat HIS cum, OK well, maybe not that, I'll just be happy with eating my own. Every time I am going to cum, I always think that I want, no NEED to lick it up. I even go as far, now and then, to tell her that after we fuck I am going to make her cum with my tongue. I am saying the wrong thing. I need to tell her that I want her to make me lick her. YES, get her to think of me as the man that i going to lick her pussy clean every time, her cum eater, EVERY TIME.

Never Give Up the Fight

I guess if I have learned one thing from children and puppies is that they get what they want, primarily because they don't know to stop asking. I need to be persistant.

Yes my wife is a bitch, I just need the "and I am going to lock your little dickie up in a CB6000s or a Birdlocked PICO and fuck other men while you watch," part of the bitch. OK, so I know that those things won't happen over night, so I am going to be persistant on my what I did on vacation, get her to cuck me with me. Pretend that I am someone else and fuck that someone else while the real me is at home, if you get the drift. If I can get her to do that once a month or so, then call me from the road on business and tell me that she has just been left, worn out by the biggest cock that she has ever seen, ooooo won't that be fun. I won't know for sure if it happened or it's just fantasy. If I can get here there, maybe by NEw YEars Eve she will be spreading her legs for a man with a real cock while I watch and sip champagne, jacking off and waiting to lick his cum from her creampie.

Dreams Down the Drain

I can't believe it, I gave my wife EVERY opportunity to cuck me, the surprise is she would have cucked me, with me. We are on a trip to sunny Miami. Last night we were in our hotel in a rooftop bar, sitting alone in a secluded corner under the stars, drinking champagne. I leaned over to her and said, "Does your husband know that you are here in Miami, drinking this fine wine with me?" She said, "I would never do that to you." I took it a step back and said, "Yes, but it would be fun if you called me when you were away on business and told me that you did." "No, never, I would never do that," she said.

Damn, damn, damn. Not only will she not cuck me, but she won't even pretend. Well at least she pretends to have MFM 3-somes with me, but Damn, damn, damn. I REALLY WANT her to fuck another man, away on a business trip, in a hotel room in our city, or in our bed. I want to know she did it. I would like to hear that she did it. I would like to lick her pussy clean of his cum after she did it, but Damn, damn, damn.

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WOW, Do I REALLY want to be a Cuckold?

I have had a cuckold fantasy for YEARS. I want the works, wife free to fuck anyone she wants, with me or alone, if I am there I am their servant, fully ready to do anything and everything they ask or think about asking-suck him hard, lick them both while they fuck, clean them both after, service him is she is too tired or out of town. You know, the real pervert stuff (makes my little dick hard just to type it). I am so interested in this happening that I actually paid $47 for an ebook yesterday, Cuckold Coach. It's actually a pretty good book, but I think that it has changed my mind. The point of the book is to teach you methods to encourage your woman to think less of you while still depending on you and loving you as a provider, so she will WANT to fuck other men, yet still be emotionally attached to you.

This is where I have the second thoughts. I am glad that I bought the book. I had a little erection reading and thinking about it for the last 24 hours, but it made me look at the idea a second time.

Right now my wife and I have a cuckold role play. We start to make love and she mentions the (fantasy) man in the room who ultimately starts to have sex with us, well mostly her, but she lets me be involved. I find this incredibly exciting. Shen she starts talking about it, I have a hard time not cumming. It excites her enough that at times I get to eat her cream pie, as if it were his.

I would love that to happen, I would encourage that to happen, but from the book, I would treat her differently enough (you get good instructions) and act submissively enough that she just says, "of course" when you confess your desire to be cucked.

Coming to reality, I would love to do a MFm 3-some. I would love even more for her to call me when she is out of town on business to tell me that her lover has just left her hotel room had his sperm is dripping from her pussy and she wishes that I were there to lick her clean (God, even if it didn't happen and she just told me that it did, I would probably cum in my pants). But, I think that the book has shown me that I reallly don't want to be a full time cuck. I love the idea of being locked in a CB-6000s and let out to have sex with her on weekends as we normally make love. I think that it has made it clear that I don't want to be a full time cuck, I'm sorry to say.

Have any thoughts about your desire to be cucked? About my flagging desire? Write a comment, I will tell you more about the book and its theories. See if its for you, or, like me, it brings you to reality.

Typing With One Hand

Wife just went out to see the grandchildren (she's a really young gramma). I hope that she lied to me and is out getting fucked. I would love for her to come home with a pussy full of another guy's cum, all stretched out from a REAL man's cock fucking her.

I can only dream...and jack off thinking about it.

I have been reading several other blogs recently, many of which seem to look to Around Her Finger as the Holy Grail of becoming a sub to your wife. Any opinions?

Still a Wannabe

I am so confused. About my feelings, about my wife's. She runs so hot and cold. Sometimes when we make love she starts with the fantasy of a second man joining us. First watching, then undressing, then fucking her. Fucking her sometimes right through my legs as I am already on top of her, fucking her with my little boy prick.

If I ever start the fantasy or try to embellish on it, she usually gets quite and the fantasy is over. We have been married for almost 25 years. During that time I believe that she has never had sex with anyone but me. I feel sorry for her. I understand that "size doesn't matter" but that is usually said by a woman who doesn't want to hurt their little dicked man's self esteem. Yes, I am an attentive lover: my fingers, my tongue, my tenacity. I was the first person to ever bring her to a second orgasm in a
row, let alone 3, 4 or 5. He only time sh ever coma on my cock is when I am holding it in
my hand and using it to stroke her clit, then cum on it, and, if I am really motivated, back with my tongue on her cummy clit. But I believe that if you are a woman, at some point, don't you say to yourself, "hey, don't I remember that a big cock pumping my pussy feels good?"

So I went to the local adult bookstore and bought a very nice dildo. An 8" cyberskin dildo with balls. I had him at the ready every time that we made love. It took 5 weeks. She brought a fantasy man into the room, I brought my friend "Dick" out to join us. She first asked where I bought him, then said that I must be desperate. She loves to have her breasts fucked ( yes, breasts, she doesn't like the word tits, so I never use it). Well I put some KY on my wife's cleavage and dick fucked her breasts (actually I think he would say tits--he's man enough to call them tits). She went back to blowing me (another favorite passtime of hers) while Dick fucked her tits. I brought him to her hand. She started to jack him off, vigorously. Then brought him to my cock, sucking me while rubbing Dick on my cock. Ultimately, he ended up rubbing his cockhead between her pussy lips and over her clit before trying to penetrate her. It was difficult enter her, so she helped him, sliding him deeply into her, deeper than I have been. After about a minute of fucking, she said that she would rather have me fucking her. Another 15 seconds and she said, can I please have you in me instead? So Dick left and I slid my cock between her pussy lips for 1/2 a minute or so and exploded in ogasm, spraying cum everywhere. Given her "desperate" comment, even though she was laying with her legs spread, my cum covering her pussy and she was making no effort to get up
to clean up, I decided against eating her creampie. Dick went away and we haven't spoken of him since.

What is going on in her head? Should I bring Dick out for more play time? I really want to be her complete submissive cuck, kept in chastity. I am just not brave enough to take the next step with those words, "you must be desperate" still ringing in my ears.
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